Heartbroken

7 days late. One whole week. And I started spotting last night and it was fine it stopped after 2 hours. I woke up this morning and it looks like someone got murdered. Why does life gotta be so cruel? I know some have ttc much longer then I have (cycle 8) does it get any easier? I literally don't wanna even move this morning. I told my husband I don't wanna try anymore, which isn't true. It also doesn't help that everywhere I look someones announcing their pregnancy. Or my sister litterally wants another baby because we announce we were trying for another baby (her exact words were everyone has 2 baby's looks like I need another one or 2)

Sorry I just needed to vent.