Just wanting to be pregnant

Idk I love being pregnant and having my baby but I hate the process of trying to conceive. I'm 3 months in for baby #2 and I am already frustrated and hopeless and stresses. I just hate the trying to conceive part. I've been having sex every other day for two months with preseed but yet nothing. I know it takes up to a year and I am still early but the anxiety and getting my hopes up is killing me. 😭😭😭 my son is almost 2 and now I feel like I waited too long because I want them close in age. I didn't even realize where the time went! Plus I'm an only child. I don't want my son to be. What else can I do???? Ladies please pray for me ❤️