Starting to realise the meaning of life.

To me personally, the meaning of life is just a connotational phrase for a game. Life is a game; we just all need to figure out how to play it. Eventually at the end of every year, we celebrate various different events and it can be classed as a celebration(s) of levelling up.

I’m still self-harming and times and I’m undergoing counselling but at the moment, I’m living my best life and I have no idea how long it will last (the happiness) but I will do anything to feel this way until the day I die. I have worked so, so hard to get where I am today and I should be proud of it. I have been through ups and downs but I have overcome them by talking about the situation as much as possible. I have learnt that to feel better during your darkest times, you have to make plans to look forward to, you have to force yourself to commit to the plans too. Life is wayyyyyy too short to focus on the bad. Every minute, second even, we are wearing away and we need to make those time frames count. Nothing ever lasts forever.