Taking responsibility and getting tested

So I wasn't very smart with a guy and we didn't use protection...

Long story short, even though we talked about the situation between us, he didn't go by what he said and I'm worried he kept things from me.

I feel stupid and scared but I know what I need to do if I want to be responsible for my own well being and new relationships. 😔

I'm pretty much just writing this to ask for support because I just feel kind of alone and scared.

Has anyone else been in this situation? How did it turn out? Any tips on calming down anxiety before the doctors appointment? (I get nauseous around blood...)