i swear i am so ready to be a mom. like me and my boyfriend don’t try to have a kid, like he pulls out, and he was wearing a condom for a while we just both decided it felt better without it so now he just pulls out, but last night he came in me and he came in me again not to long ago, so we both decided that whatever happens, happens. he is supportive either way, which i love. and another thing is i know without a doubt in my mind that my boyfriend would be such an amazing father. i know it’s crazy and a lot of people don’t think i could handle it and whatnot but in all honesty i couldn’t give 2 shits about what anyone thinks or says because i know without a doubt i could do it. i just have a gut feeling that i was meant to be a mom and i’m 19, and my mom was 19 when she got pregnant with me so if she could do it, i know i can. and i know it’s not easy, trust me. but i’m ready to prove to the world wrong that i can do this, and i will be there for my kid, and give that little boy or girl my whole world. but i’m not getting my hopes up i’m just going with the flow and letting nature take its course.