Emotional this time around

I’m 13weeks today

I wish I can fast forward a little just to feel some kind of movement or something lol

I hate this in between just looking a little heavier not so much a belly yet;

This is my 4th baby ; I’m ready for another ultrasound I’m ready to find out the gender but I Am NoT ready to tell my family;

Just going thru a bunch of different emotions ;; just hoping my family understands this wasn’t planned ; I was on birth control and it fell out!! And I went in for a pamp and found out I was pregnant and my birth control had fallen out!

Like I’m personally excited but then I have my days of I can’t believe I’m pregnant and not to mention this baby is due in July which like I’ve posted before in my busy month haha

July 4th sons birthday

July 30th stepsons birthday

July 31st daughters birthday

July 25th baby’s due

Any other mamas having some back and fourth feelings?