Overall, he said No.

Ok.. ladies... I need to clear my head... a few days ago I asked my boyfriend if he would like for me to accompany him in his studio appointment and this is my first time that I would be going but he declined and siad he'll bringing his friends since he wanted them in some of his songs.. now let me back track abit... the times he ever started goin I was unable to due to lack of transportation ( not like he ask me to come but I just like to support him physically than over JUST the media and few minutes of streams he do) but this time I was able to and not to just force invite myself I just ask him.. but like i said earlier he declined, said "no maybe next time really wanna have my friends in my music" but what I've seen the people he said he wanted in his music wasn't there and by some previews I heard was only him in there nothing else but again its the previews so I'm not go throw a fit over any of it.. over all I'm saying i just feel abit left out on supporting him and feel like im not doing my best to support him... makes me feel abit sad and mad with myself that im not physically around to support him... dont get me wrong we see each other often and I just recently helped him out by giving him money to pay for the studio hours (he was only 10$ short nothing big) but i wanted to just be there to support him..and it wasn't just guys it was a girl there too but its prolly someones girlfriend from out one of his friends..... I don't want to make this long so any questions or comments you want me to answer I'll be here to reply... i really needed to clear my head on this one