I’m not doing well

I don’t think I’m doing well mentally. I thought I was, I thought I was fine but I keep crying for no reason and I have to keep blaming it on me being over-tired but I don’t think people are buying it anymore. I want to get help but then again I don’t because I don’t want to feel like I’m falling again and i don’t even know what I’d say, there’s nothing I can think of that’s wrong or that’s making me upset.

I think about breaking up with my boyfriend often because I’m not doing great mentally and he sometimes doesn’t help with that but then I’d feel bad because he’s nothing but good to me but I’m moving away to uni so it’s just going to make everything worse