Cyber hugs and encouragement please...

So I'm 40+3 with my second child. Exhausted and emotional.

I went to see relatives today and my SIL's baby was cranky. I tried to comfort him but nothing I did worked. I was so relieved to hand him back over...

Now I'm sat in the car on my drive in floods of tears as I feel like I've forgotten what to do with babies (my eldest is 3.5). To say this has knocked my confidence is an understatement.

I suffered so badly with PNA and PND with my first and I'm so scared of starting again 😭😭😭

Please someone tell me it will be ok?!