BFP please 😩

Y’all . I had a positive opk !! I’ve been TTC for over a little bit over a year now, with numerous fails no miscarriage or anything just nothing .. have irregular cycles and I’m going to be so upset if I don’t a positive this month. I have such high hopes, and if it doesn’t happen this month I’m going to cry. It’s been hard cause I think something is wring with me but it’s not I still ovulate it just taking time. It’s still a little early my boobs just hurt, but that’s normal for me. So I’m hoping to get a BFP in a few more days !! I need to calm down finger crossed 🤞🏽🤞🏽