Anxiety

First appointment is today in about 2 hours, and I am full of jitters and anxiety. I’m not sure why. This is my first unplanned pregnancy and I’ve struggled with the idea of it. We have a 6 year old, a 2 year old angel (stillborn at 38.5weeks), and an 11 month old rainbow baby. I didn’t even feel this anxiety with my rainbow. I am terrified that I’m going to get in there and something be wrong.

I honestly have no idea why I’m even posting this. Just looking for some support I guess. ❤️