So I miss my ex...

I really miss my ex, like I was never able to get over him and I was the one that ended it just because I’m super insecure and indecisive and dont know what the hell i want...that was then haha but now I’m pretty sure I want him back, I miss him and I seen him last weekend and it kinda made me really happy haha

Also, I genuinely have not had sex with anyone since him because I feel wrong and like I just can’t, the opportunity had risen a few times for me but ive always say “oh we can’t, I’m on my period” hahaha

And like I miss the way he treated me, like he carried me like a little ickle baby and like hugs and like yea haha just cute stuff haha

I have tried getting over him with other people but I genuinely can’t, I’ve tried for about a year now so like, I think I know what I want but am I being stupid going back to him???