So my grandad is in hospital right now. He has Alzheimer’s and had to be admitted for a short period. I’ve been visiting him since he came in and although hospitals are usually really out of my comfort zone I managed really well with my anxiety. But tonight there was a man in his ward who had been sick and I’m really scared of people being sick. I was so anxious about hearing the noise or seeing it or just someone being sick in general around me, as well as the fact I’m worried about my grandad also getting ill, I gave my seat up to my grandma. I’m currently waiting outside his ward. I feel so guilty like I’ve failed my grandad, my anxiety just got the better of me and so much was going on at once it all felt like a lot. Now I just feel so guilty that I didn’t stay that long 😞