Am I wrong for this?

Plz help.

My boyfriend wants to travel with another girl to Japan because they both want to go I wanted to go really bad but I have a bad situation at home and trying to save up to move out and I wrong for feeling hurt and really upset I didn’t say anything to him but that I knew it would be a girl kind salty but he has a lot of girl friends and I just knew he would mean a girl when he said I’ll travel with someone else I want him to go because I know how bad I would want to go but I feel so shitty right now and I’m crying and I don’t know how to feel or if I’m not supposed to be feeling like this or if I should even say anything?