Confusing

I've been pregnant before. Yet, somehow I feel pregnant but also feel doubt about my own symptoms. Wondering, wait did I experience this before?

I had a molar pregnancy last year and the last time I had a birth was 7 years ago. I know the body changes continuously, but damn I suddenly feel like I dont know my own body and feel so out of place in my own skin.

AF is due today and so far nothing. Kind of not interested in testing in case its let down.

Are any of you feeling this way?