I’m going crazy please help

This is going to sound so so so ridiculous and no one needs to respond but I feel like I’m never gonna move past it if I don’t type it all out.

Okay so I liked this guy a few years ago and he liked me at the same time. We both thought we were too young to date, so we were just super super close friends. I started not to like him anymore. We grew apart.

Skip to this year. For some reason I added him on social media and we start talking again. We go out for coffee a few times; we went running together once. He didn’t feel the same way. Okay. I can deal with that.

I stopped texting him because he got closed off. I understood- it was a weird situation. Haven’t talked to him in a few months. I don’t think I like him anymore but the coincidences are driving me insane because I know I don’t believe in fate or any of that shit but the chances of it all happening are insane.

I live on one street (let’s say xxxx). He lives on xxxx-er. I went to school exactly one street parallel to his. We didn’t meet until middle school; but we spent 1-4 grade exactly a block from each other. I know it’s so so stupid and I know it doesn’t mean anything. And then today we were supposed to be sharing a packet with other people in our class and he had randomized for the day and I flipped it over knowing that his name would be there and it was. For some reason I just feel like I really missed something- I don’t know what I did. We’ve always just missed each other.

TLDR; I’m going crazy and losing my rationality over stupid coincidences.