So my husband and I are old. I am 41 and he is 42. We met on 7.7.17 and knew it was love at first sight, 6 months later we started for a baby. It took ONE month and we were pregnant. That was two years ago. And here we are, I am again pregnant and 7.5 weeks along. (BTW, this time it took about 9 months) Our second baby is die in my son’s bday two years apart. I am TERRIFIED! I was scared the first time but for different reasons like the unknown of it all. Now I am scared about time, exhaustion, sanity, PPD, finances...and I don’t EVER want my son to think he is loved any less because we are paying attention to the new baby. I am weird? Is every pregnancy scary for every women? Anyone have any reassuring words?