Sorry. this will prob be long

So, i feel bad even talking about this but i have to talk to about it to someone.

My fiancé and I have been trying to get pregnant for a little over a year now with no success. It’s been heartbreaking but we’re still trying.

So my dad was remarried to a woman and she is the mother of my 4 year old brother. They’re divorced now but me and her are still close and i no longer talk to my father.

She’s the absolute best and is always there for me and does so much for me.

Anytime I am with her and take a pregnancy test, she always takes one with me for support. She had a boyfriend so she was also testing just to be sure but she never thought she would be pregnant.

Her and her boyfriend have since broken up, but about 2-3 weeks ago i was feeling off and i was bleeding the week before but it was super light bleeding so i was like hell why not take a test and i was with her so as usual she took one with me. I took my test and of course it popped up negative as always. me and her are looking at it super deep seeing if we could see a line but nothing. a few minutes later she runs upstairs to me and shows me her digital test. and of course, it says pregnant. of course i’m heartbroken but happy for her at the same time. but now, she’s planning to abort it. she doesn’t want the baby, she says because she already has 2 kids with 2 different dads who aren’t involved and she doesn’t want another “baby daddy”. idk it’s her body so she can do what she wants but i’m so sad because it’s so unfair i’ve been trying so hard, and she saw her boyfriend maybe 5 times each month and still managed to get pregnant. idk i’m just sad.