Trying again after misscarrying

After misscarrying 2 weeks ago, my 2 sis inlaws (husbands sister (32) and his brother wife (21) who's like 3 months pregnant) were making the stupidest comments and being so insensitive as if I could not hear them. The same day the doctor told me I had miscarried the brothers wife drops something and shes like Haha "imagine if that was the baby while being hysterical" and the sister carrys on to say how I just miscarried and then makes 'a joke' pretty loudly which they both laugh at then wonder why I was pissed off???? 🤬 Another day I was at my mother inlaws house and it was being redone so there were lots of things around and my husband sister is like everyone sit before you start tripping over things. His brothers wife gets up and proceeds to walk towards the sister who says go sit back down we we dont need another miscarriage but says it in away that was just WRONG and as a "joke" (kmt) my brother inlaws wife jumps over a bag of rubbish and is like Owwww oops and they both proceed to laugh. Along with many more comments 🤯 I expected waaaaay better from them and they both have kids. 💔 In my face you want to tell me it's okay But behind my back you wanna bitch....🤔🤔

When I had miscarried I had 0 feelings like my doctor looked more upset than me and gave me a fat hug whilst I didn't know how to process it and I was smiling telling everyone around me it's fine dont worry etc. But then those 2 twats I tried not to let their bullshit get to me or for it eat me up considering how long (not as long as some women) me and my husband were trying for and now I feel ready again. 2 days ago for the first time since we had sex and today we did it again. Today is also my ovulation day and I pray this month can be the one. 🤲❤