Hello everyone!

I feel that I can be opens with you guys because that’s what this app is all about. I have been sexually active for about 4 years. I am 19 years old. I started having sex when I was around 15 almost 16. I have have been in 2 relationships where we have sex repeatedly. I am currently in relationship with my bf. Well...I have never had an orgasm. I always had to make myself cum by rubbing my clit while having sex with my bf. I don’t feel as if it’s him but mostly me. My body count, counting him, is 7. Now I know some people will think “well maybe it’s him, maybe he’s too small, maybe he’s not making you feel right” well no I don’t think that. If he’s too deep inside me it can hurt lol. Certain positions can hurt. Idk if there is anyone else that also feels that way. But anyway. I have always thought well maybe it’s just me or maybe i haven’t found what I enjoy the most. Now Idk if it’s because of my surroundings. For example. An issue I think that could be a possibility is, well, I still live with my parents lol. Our sex is always hot when my parents aren’t around. But when my parents are home it’s quiet, quick, and only like 2 positions. I’m always watching out for my parents. I like being wild with my bf and trying out new positions. IN CONCLUSION: is there something wrong with me? Is it my partner? Is he not feeling me up the right way? Is it something I should speak with my OBGYN doctor? What are your guy’s thoughts about it? What does an orgasm feel like when I’m not fingering my self? Is it the same? Or is completely different? I know what it feels like to cum but I want to enjoy sex with my bf without having to finger myself. My main concern if the reason is my bf. I love him very much and he has been the only guy where I actually enjoy sex. Everyone else sucked! I want to hear everyone’s experience on what an orgasm feels like! As well as helping me understand what I need to do or what I should do! Thank you guys I hope you can help me out!