Hey everyone

I just need to vent .. this is our 7 month of ttc, with one chemical in the first month. I’m struggling in myself mentally from it all. It’s crazy how this journey affects you.. no on prepared me for how hard this all is. I think I just assumed we would get pregnant ASAP just like both my sisters and my mother. There has never been any major problems in fertility. I know it’s only been 7 months, but we are doing everything we can do. I don’t know what more can be done.

Today for example I’m 8dpo and getting all my normal period symptoms.. I know my body so I just know I’m out already and it’s already ruined my day: I found myself crying in the bathroom earlier wondering why the world doesn’t want us to have a baby. My best work friend is leaving this week to have her baby and I’m so happy for her but my heart actually hurts knowing I’m not even one step closer to it. People around me are getting pregnant left right and centre which makes it so much harder.

Anyways - some wise words of wisdom would be great! Sending baby dust to all the other ttc couples out there ❤️❤️