TMI rant😭

I have a hemorrhoid and it fucking hurts (excuse my language) I literally can’t bear to put strain on my lower area at all. I’ve been using preparation H and soaking in warm baths and I’m about 5 seconds away from going to buy some stool softeners. I feel bad for my husband because he has to listen to me complain about it all day long but even just walking hurts. I want to freaking cry all day long. I can’t get comfortable when I sleep or sit or stand or anything. Why does this have to be a symptom? Like why? As if pregnancy isn’t hard enough it has to take my asshole too!?😭😭 my boobs are leaking, I feel like I’ve been punched in the vagina, I can’t freaking breathe and now I feel like I’m walking around with a hot iron up my ass!

Sorry! Rant over thanks for listening! I just keep chanting in my head it’s worth it to meet this babe, you can do this! It’s just a bad week only 11 more to go!