Just venting

Jasmine

So.. since I been pregnant I’ve only told certain people.. i have not posted on social media only because this is something sacred to me.. i know a lot more people have found out because of gossiping of people I did tell.. well I have a cousin who is 4 weeks ahead of me and has been “so happy, excited, all of the above that our babies will be so close in age” and always asking me how im doing and if there is anything I need. At first I thought it was sweet because me and my cousin have had rough patches so I thought it was genuine. Till my other cousin mentioned to me that she was going around telling my 3 cousins if I got pregnant on purpose and if im trying to get back at her. And that she thinks im basically trying to take her shine. When she told everybody she was pregnant, I was already pregnant and was unaware I was pregnant. And my situation is tough because the father doesnt want any part of me and my child so for her to have the audacity to say something so cruel TRIGGERS me. How evil and conniving. I have been so stressed i feel so hurt and betrayed... anyways ... i hope all my momma here are having better pregnancies than i amm. And not stressed or being sad.