Sooo mad!

Started my period today after being 5 days late. I was so pissed off I was crying at work. I am done trying. After trying since 2014 I’m done! Evidently God don’t want me to have children 🙄 but yet, he will still let women that are on drugs and don’t want kids pop out kids left and right! Bull crap. Ugh, I’m so mad.