One Blocked tube with Endometriosis, discouraged!

Mrs.Porsche • MsPorsche 29 yo, mother of 1, Author, and Married

Last week I had surgery, laparoscopy, hystoroscopy and HSG. this week I got my results....My doctor said I had a small amount of endometriosis in diff places. Which i already knew for 10 years now. She burnt some off. She said my ovary was flipped and she flipped it back in place. Also it was larger then the other ovary i had a cyst. She drilled some holes to drain it. Then she told me with HSG she found that one of my ovaries were blocked. The right one. But the left one was clear and good. She said that she didnt think it was airtight closed but when she tried to get the dye through it wouldnt go through. She said my ovary was good and that i would n could still ovulate through both of them. Sigh! I was hoping to hear that both tubes were good and they did everything to fix what they could. Since i heard that after these type of procedures, its the best time to try in get pregnant. Because chances increase. But hearing one tube is blocked and that because of that im at more risk for ectopic pregnancy, it just discouraged me. Ive been sad all day. And just laying in bed watching All the Alladin movies of all things. Me and husband was debating on rather we should just give up on trying to have a child. Weve been trying 3 years now and he have male factor infertility, low sperm count. Were suppose to go in to S/A again to see what we could do for him n help. But both thinking of us finally getting pregnant just for it to possibly end in ectopic or miscarriage scares us.! I dont know. I want to keep going, my head is all over the place. Ive seen women go through so much depression. And i have too which is why we took a break for a few months so that i can mentally recoup! But i holding on to alittle hope. Everybody around me getting pregnant and having babies and im trying to be happy. But anyways thats my rant!