Payment

I can’t afford an abortion. I don’t have a job and I’m relying on parents for school. They would make me carry and give birth. But I can’t do it. I hate the guy who I know may have gotten me pregnant. He pressured me and I think he broke the condom on purpose because he was complaining about it not feeling as good with one. I didn’t even really want to do it in the first place. He claimed he pulled out though. How can I get money to pay for the test and possible abortion? Is telling him to pay or help me pay bad? I would rather die then be pregnant at this point in life. I’m 18. I know it would be his if I am pregnant because he’s the only person I’ve had sex with in the past year and a half. And only once. I’m 3 days late. What do I do?