I’ve posted about this so many time but I’m really stuck. My fiancé of 5years wants us to breakup. He’s been really indecisive about it, saying he does, then begging me to stay bc he loves me, to now saying he’s completely done. He even deleted all of our pictures, & is acting extremely cold. We live together in a new city so it’s really hard to decide what to do. I can’t afford to live out here alone, & I know nobody. It’s only about 45 min from my hometown. But I really don’t want to go back to my hometown, it’s so small, I feel like I know everyone there, there is nothing to do. & I would live with my mom in the same room my fiancé & I lived in before we got our own place. It’s just like idk what to do. I’m staying at our place rn because I feel like there is no way he just fell out of love :( I want to just run really far away & transfer my job to a big city far away. Like I really do. Would that be a terrible idea? Has anyone ever done that? I just have no clue what to do, everything makes me unhappy & sad.