Im freaking out.

Hey ladies. So me and my Boyfriend just found out we have hsv2. He recently started having outbreaks and to this day ive never had a symptom. We have both lived pretty risky lifestyles before getting together and we don't know who gave it to who and where we go from here. I feel like complete shit and don't know what to do. I feel myself having an anxiety attack and going back into depression. Idk of i feel worse because i have it or that im not getting any comfort from him.