I’m 17 I turn 18 a month after the baby is here.

My mom says she’s not kicking me out but she says I am to not come back home after the baby is here...? I’m confused isn’t that kicking out? Anyways she will not sign for me to live anywhere and is pushing me to be homeless. I have a bf he will take me in but she will call kidnapping on him if so. She wants me to lose the baby. We’ve had a lot of dcf cases already for abuse in the home and she wanted me to abort in the beginning now wants me to adopt since I won’t she is trying to have the state take the baby. I’m at a loss!!! I have no idea of what to do!! I don’t want to lose my baby and the thing is I have no where to go because she won’t let me go anywhere and I can’t come home. I need prayers desperately too please.