I’m a mixed up mess right now

Just vented all my stress and anxieties on my husband because I needed to let it out. It’s interrupting my sleep thinking about everything that isn’t done, not prepared, hasn’t happened yet, will it even happen? If it does, how will I handle it? So many unknowns and what if’s, and this is my 3rd child. You’d think I would have a better handle on this but our situation is different with this one. Just lost my job, in a new house, don’t know if we’ll be able to stay in this house or have to move soon. Hoping the baby is okay and that labor goes well. Who will watch my other two when I go into labor? Never had a natural labor before so I don’t know what to expect, when it will happen, how fast it will happen (bc my second induction only took 2 hours). Sorry about this long, somewhat vague post, but am I the only one? I don’t remember having this much anxiety with my first two. I remember being more excited and ready. But I’m in pain and my first two are exhausting me and as much as I want it over already I want to cherish it and be a good Mom and I don’t know how to juggle it all...