Lately I (F20) have been doing some intense thinking. I’ve always considered myself straight and yet lately I don’t know. I genuinely think I can be attracted to any type of person but I have only ever had romantic feelings for cis guys. Of course all the guys I’ve ever been attracted to are on the more androgynous/feminine side. I am ridiculously attracted to androgynous women. I remember many years ago looking through a fashion magazine my mom had and coming across an ad in which I couldn’t tell if the model was a man or a woman. I kept flipping back to the page to look at them w/ heart eyes.

Lately tho, I’ve been acknowledging my attraction to women. I was thinking maybe I’m bi? Maybe I’m pan? But I don’t ever really feel the desire to be in a romantic relationship w anyone but guys.

One last thing. My entire life I’ve had the feeling of being feminine around guys but then when I’m around attractive girls I feel weird in my body and feel oddly masculine even if I’m wearing a dress or something.

Anyway I’m thoroughly confused and don’t have anyone to talk to about this. Any advice would be lovely.