Hi! I need some advice.

Technically adult relationships? I cant find anywhere else to go.. these people are usually who I would ask for advice.

Recently I found out that my friends were planning a trip without me. I ran into them in a Starbucks (right after getting into a spat with one of them- she blamed me for something I didn’t do and I got mad at her for it) and they were looking at flights.

We’re a 5-person group and were all very close. We would talk every day in a group chat with a million inside jokes. We’ve planned (and gone on) vacations together and usually do things as a group! We’re close enough that it’s weird that they never mentioned the trip plans.

After that encounter I felt weird and excluded but I wasn’t sure if I was just being jealous.

The other day one of my friends accidentally sent our main group chat a text about booking flights.

Out of the 5 of us, 3 are going, one had to invite herself but was never updated on the plan and was left behind, and I never heard anything about it.

I was really deeply hurt by all of this. I poured out my feelings in the chat and was met with a “we planned this in high school sorry” message (we’re in university but have known each other since we were children)

Since then, one girl has left the chat and the rest are acting like everything is normal.

I poured my HEART out to them about how I felt hurt, excluded, and like I haven’t been feeling like they care about me or like part of the group and I got NOTHING

It HURTS LIKE CRAZY

I really don’t want to believe that they don’t care about me but it’s seeming that way.. I don’t have many friends and they’ve always been 100% solid for me, so this is really scary.

What should I do?