me and my bd have a 9 month old son. i’m 19. he’s 20. he was with this girl before we met. i got pregnant shortly after we met. he’s been playing games and going back and forth all along. i finally thought he was ready to be a father and settle down and be with me as she moved away to another city. as of the 20th last month we were together, everything was good, even still sleeping together.

he blocked my number last week out of nowhere. (when we have a child!) now this girl is posting that she’s marrying him soon. my heart is completely broken. i feel like dying. of course i’m focusing on my son, of course i love him but the point is i’m so devastated. i just want to cry and disappear and never speak to anyone again. how could this happen ...after everything he’s said. just after everything.

i feel so empty. i feel like nothing. i’m just nothing to him. i tried so hard. she’s so awful, to him and to me. she harassed me the whole time i was pregnant. she’s just awful. and i’ve been so good to him. i just don’t understand. i don’t understand. i wish this was all a dream. i’m devastated. nothing will ever be like i planned. nothing will ever be the same....how could this happen .... why her. i feel sick.