Hello everyone

I’m suffering from postpartum anxiety and have avoided meds for 2 years but I think I need to start. I have the prescription at home but so freaking scared to swallow the pill. I’m already anxious enough.

I’ve read I can be more anxious for the first 2 weeks and I don’t think I can handle that much anxiety. I don’t wanna have a horrible panic attack

The dr gave me Xanax in case but I also don’t wanna take that.

Plz give me some positive words to start cuz I want to.... 💔 also is it true that I won’t be able to ever stop this medication ?