TTC and feeling so alone

I feel like everyone around me is pregnant. I hate ttc and this whole process. I had my first miscarriage last month after 7 months of trying. Just feeling jealous, sad and discouraged - completely and utterly defeated. I have never felt so alone which sounds crazy but no one I know has dealt with a loss and everyone around me seems to fall pregnant ‘immediately.’ My husband remains so optimistic and most of the time I just want to cry and give up. Please tell me I’m not alone 🙏🏼