My boyfriend and I have been in a dry spell. I am very conservative when I say that because we haven’t had sex since our four month old was conceived in January 2019. At first the morning sickness was overwhelming, then I was too anxious over the pregnancy and by the end I was absolutely huge and did not feel sexy at all. I can’t believe how long it’s been but now i just feel awful about my body because I can’t lose my baby weight. He doesn’t even look at me like he’s at all attracted to me and that’s an awful feeling. I know you’re probably reading this and thinking that I’m crazy and frankly that’s what I think about myself, lol. I’m not even sure what the point of this post is especially since its anonymous but I feel like I just needed to get it off my chest.