This is our second cycle officially TTC. We got married in September of last year, and I had a chemical pregnancy back in August that wasn't planned. We decided we wanted to start trying with the new year, since we'll be buying a home this summer.

When we got married, we only decided we were going to throw a wedding on a months notice, because we're really spontaneous- here's a photo

Which already left our family members asking if I was pregnant, especially those from out of town. I wasn't, we are just happy, been together for 6 years now, and we figured why wait? But the questioning hasn't stopped. I can't want a cupcake or be craving a certain lunch over another without someone asking me. My mother in law keeps tagging me in nursery decor publicly, making even more people question. Our roommate knows we're trying and I work with him, so he's been pulling a prank at work confusing everyone making them think I'm pregnant, and everyone is like, "we already know she is." BUT IM NOT.

I'm not pregnant, I really want to be pregnant, and even when I am I only want close family to know at first, but I feel like that's been taken away from me. It makes me really depressed to tell others I'm not when they ask, and to know part of them thinks I'm lying or hiding it. I'm JUST empty. I'm already impatient as it is, this could take months or even years if at all.