Hemorrhoids???????

I was taking care of my bizznizz on the toilet & it hurt ............. when I got done there was blood on the toilet n I was like 😳

Now I’m scared to use the toilet Bc it hurts n I dnt wanna see blood so I’m literally sitting here 😭😭😭 what helps tmi but I need help I wanna cry

I’m only 15 weeks n I feel like I’m 25 weeks