I feel like the worst mom .

🌺Jenny🌺

I'm 18 weeks pregnant with my second child. I have a 6 year old boy. Once I had him I decided I didnt want anymore kids! so because of my own choices, here I am now. I feel horrible saying it but I'm just not excited like I should be. My boyfriend is super excited and so is both of our families. I really hope I come around and start being happy about it. I find out the gender next week so maybe that will help too. :(