Trying to have our first baby is proving to be very stressful. I feel anxious all the time because I’m having irregular periods and I was diagnosed with PCOS and hypothyroidism. I just feel like the odds are stacked against us and every day glow tells me I should be ovulating and every day I get a negative OPK. It’s getting really discouraging and it’s making me sad. I tried to talk to my husband about it and he just says to stop stressing because that makes it worse. As if I don’t know that 🙄 it’s just so hard being the one that has to do all the tracking and monitoring and everything that goes along with TTC. It’s hard being the only one that has to think about it 24/7. He doesn’t pee on sticks day after day or take a million vitamins or go to the doctors or chart everything all day. I do. It’s taking a toll and he doesn’t know how to be sensitive about it.

I don’t know if I’m looking for advice or support or what. I think I’m just trying to find a place to say the things I can’t say to him. Can anyone relate?