I’m not enjoying my pregnancy

K

I genuinely cannot say I like being pregnant and it’s leading to a lot of feelings of guilt. I’m really sick and exhausted, even being in my second trimester. I found out the gender and I thought it would make me excited, but it has only made me more stressed out because it feels real now. She also started kicking and I wish I could say it excites me, but it makes me feel weird and uncomfortable. The baby was unplanned but my boyfriend is really excited, and I’m not under financial stress. Soooo why can’t I find enjoyment in this? Anyone ever feel the same? Tips are appreciated :)