Welcome me to the gestational diabetes club 😭

31 weeks here 🙋🏽‍♀️ & just diagnosed with gestational diabetes I failed my three hour test 😔 i might be over reacting but im distrought this is my THIRD BABY ive never had this with my other two i have no idea how this works but im so depressed as much stress as ive been going through this is the last thing i need rn 🤦🏽‍♀️ them telling me i could have a still born all because ive ate a cupcake ?! Jesus 🤯 ! I cant drink I cant smoke and now I cant have my snacks the one luxury ive had left 😩