I recently told my therapist ab the trauma my ex put me through (verbally, mentally, and sexually abusive).... very proud of myself for finally telling someone other than my current boyfriend btw🥰

anyways. sometimes I still cry whenever my bf and i have sex so my therapist said that it would probably be best if we didnt do anything sexual until I work through my trauma.

except today is Valentine's day and my bf's bday is the 22nd so I wanted to get lingerie and surprise him.. one part of me feels kind of relieved to not do anything until I work through everything (not saying my bf would EVER expect anything from me. he's very respectful).. but one part of me wants to be able to please him for these special occasions