I've read that it takes month when you're trying to conceive and I just started in January 2020 and so Feb rolls around and my period was 1 day late and I got excited. Never have I thought I would be checking the tissue after I pee and praying and hoping not to see blood. Then day 2 strolls around and I wipe and I see blood and it's not implantation blood and my world collapses because it's my period and I cant stop crying I know its too early to say that I have an infertility issue but where I'm from it's like expected that the first time you try to have a baby you're successful and I feel like such a failure like I cant do anything good. I dont have multiple streams of income and now I cant have a baby and it's like you cant do anything right. I didnt wanna talk to any friends about this just wanted a secret community where no one knows me but we're all kinda going thru it