Here we go again with yet another one of my mom posts! So, iveposted before that my mom and I have a toxic relationship. She has a tracker put on my phone even though I’m an adult, she wants me to do everything with her, finds a way to make things my fault, and if I dont answer her calls or texts within A certain time frame she comes to my house beats on the door or the windows. Yes I do not live with her anymore. So thing is, I have an almost 2-year-old daughter. When I found out I was pregnant with her my mom was anything but happy. She would call me terrible names and try to force me to get an abortion. She said she wanted my baby to die. Well now that my child is born and is over 1, I think it is safe to say that she loves her granddaughter. During the time I was pregnant she made me keep my entire pregnancy a secret from anyone but her because she said she was so embarrassed. I was 18 at the time but still in high school. She has told me that if I have anymore kids she will never care for them. Well last night I was feeling off so I took a test. Lo and behold it came out positive. I’m terrified of her ever finding out I can’t go through what I did with my last pregnancy again. I want this baby, but I don’t know what to do