The horse of my dreams 😍

I have legit found the horse of my dreams and my fiancè says i can get her but I have an 8 weeks old baby but this feels like one of those once in a life time moments 😭

Shes perfect and affordable and exactly what ive been looking for 😍

Idk what to do 😭 and I can't ask my partner for advice or help cause he just says get her haha

update*

So i message the owner a couple times since yesterday when she was put up for sale and they never replied and the post is gone 😭

My partner has found another horse that is pretty different, shes beautiful but not much handling, never saddled or ridden and shes 12 years old. And i dont have a small yard to work her in so i dont know 😩 I know Hes trying to help

Update 2*

The grey mare is back up for sale and the owner messaged me back saying she's still available but now there's problems with the paddock we were gonna use so now we cant 😭 the world is against me atm it seems 😭💔