Am I crazy?

Yesterday was my last check before induction on Tuesday.(high bpp) They offered to check to see how dialated I was, and I said no, I'll let her do her thing.

My cousin called me crazy. I just didn't want my princess to have the same birthday as Valentine's Day. I want her to have her own special day.

The last time I was checked was 36w3d. I was 2cm. I have been having contractions, lost my mucus plug, etc. But at my last check I had contractions the rest of that day and the entire weekend.

I just was trying to avoid that.

I mean, I still stand by my decision, but can you see where I was coming from?