I can’t help but worry about my baby ever since my miscarriage last September, when I found out I was pregnant again I was over the moon and I when I found out my estimated due date I was surprised by the irony of having a baby in the same month I lost one. I watch the pee come out every time just to make sure there’s no blood or clots in the toilet, I go to the bathroom randomly to wipe and make sure I’m not bleeding, every time I cramp which I know is normal I panic, I even panic when little things happen like I get a mosquito bite or when I don’t fell good, or when I my boobs stop feeling sore, or when my symptoms come and go, especially now that I’m 9 weeks and 2 days my symptoms are easing up and I’m freaking out. I want this baby so bad, me and my husband prayed so hard for us to get pregnant again and our daughter is so excited to be a big sister. I got an ultrasound at the hospital due to some light bleeding when I thought I was 7 weeks and 5 days and it turns out I was farther along than I thought, I was 8 weeks and 2 days and I saw my baby unlike last time ( I was 6 weeks and 5 days but there was no baby just a yolk sac and my miscarriage started from there) the baby had a heart rate of 172 bpm and my hcg level was at 173,700 I felt better but since then I’ve been so worried. I guess my question is does this feeling ever go away? Will I ever stop worrying? Im just so scared.