I hate feeling this way......

I feel like such a bad mom 😪 my babys cries frustrate me. I love her more than anything but I don't think I can do it by myself. My husband goes back to work tomorrow after being off for a week to help. He's helped tremendously and now I can't stop crying because it'll just be me for 10 hours everyday. Plus getting up at night since he'll have to sleep for work. I can't do it I break down every time if I can't soothe her. I don't ever think about hurting her I love her sooo much but at times I wish she was still in my belly. I stare at her and hate even thinking about that.