Emotional

This is my third baby, and also the last baby me and my husband will have, I never had a baby shower for any of my pregnancies and part of me is sad about it, having friends and family celebrating your new addition to the family, don’t get me wrong I feel very blessed to have my kids healthy and a loving husband but i see all these mom getting these baby showers and it makes me somewhat emotional, I only really have my mom and my husband so having a shower is unrealistic since I have no friends who would even go or family as well, sorry needed to vent but I do thank god for the family I have and am able to provide for our girls